Wednesday, August 1, 2012

Woe is Me

I would probably kill someone for a Diet Coke right now. Ok, that's probably too strong of a statement but these withdrawal headaches are driving me up the wall. As my co-worker told me, this is what rehab is like. If I feel this awful about pop, I feel sorry for the drug addicts. I was this close (picture me squeezing my fingers together real close) to having some root beer at the Twins game this afternoon but I stayed strong. I had a beer instead.

I'm doing much better with my food this week. I found a new program for my phone called "Lose It". It is awesome! I can actually scan the barcodes of food and it inputs the item into my daily log. I think my other program could also do that but this one got rave reviews on Pinterest. So far I'm down 2 pounds, mostly water weight I'm sure, but 2 pounds is 2 pounds in my book.

Tonight's training activity is cross training so I'm going to go pound some laps out at the pool. If there's anything I could hate more, it would be wearing a swimsuit in front of other people. The good thing is they're strangers so I don't really care what they think. No, that's not true. I do care because I'm dealing with self-esteem issues, as I'm sure most overweight people do. Someday I'll get over it...I hope.

And on that depressing note, I'm outta here. Corn on the cob and grilled chicken for dinner tonight. Yum!

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